I know, I should be in bed right now. But I couldn't sleep. I miss them.
My boo and My Kiryu. They're important to me. I've a lots of problem but Kiryu help me up with me all the time. And my boo, I don't know. He's weird now. I did felt like he was about to leave me, but I couldn't think much. It gave me a huge headache. I need them at the moment. But mostly, it's all about Kiryu. I am afraid if my boo ever read this. But please baby, I didn't cheat on you. It just that I need someone and you weren't there. You've changed. And it's a lot. I couldn't bare the fact that, you're not the one that I love before. I didn't say that I don't love you. I do love you. But Kiryu came and I don't know.
All that I can say is, I have my own secret. Let the past be the past. My secret, let it remain here, deep in my heart. If I ever want to spell it out, I will just write it in this beauty,
AZdotCOMcommunity. I have the strong heart. I'll surely pretend to be happy even though I'm not. I will force to smile, even my heart is crying out loud. I'll show them that I'm fine and had move on, but the fact I'm just an ordinary girl, with a lonely life and a lifeless moment. Being me is complicated. "You'r e born an original. Don't die a copy". It means, you're who you're. No need to be anyone else. I'm off now. See you soon. :)
