BLA BLA BLA.. :)

terasa mcm dah lama betul aku tak update post. haish. asyik busy je memanjang. bila lahh nak ada masa dgn blog kesayangan aku ni kan? lgpun, apa yg jadi tak semestinya aku kena slalu post kan kat situ. betul tak? sedar tak sedar, tahun ni aku dah masuk 18 tahun. agak tak percaya lahh jugak. rasanya, mcm baru smlm aku masuk tingkatan 1. ngeee.

syukur pada tuhan, aku kini sudah hampir 8 bulan bersama dia. walaupun 8 bulan itu bukanlah satu masa yang lama, tapi dah macam2 yang kitorg tempuh. bergaduh, bergurau, smpaikan ada masa kitorg hampir2 putus. pastinya org lain yg jumpa dia akan suruh aku putus dgn dia. tp, korg belum betul2 mgenali dia. kerana bg aku, ckup lah dia seorg. walaupun dia bukanlah seperti org lain, tapi dia adalah segalanya bg aku. heee.

actly, post aku kali ni, aku tkde topik lahh. td ada lahh bejuta juta. then, sbb tertidur aku terus lupa. malas lahh pulak nk igt blik. sbb nk kena perah otak. haha. tkpe2, lain kali bila aku ada topik aku taip panjang. and aku akn try buat topik tu menarik okay? nk janji, tak boleh lahh. kalau tibe2 tak best mcm mana? free2 je kena maki hamun. hahaha. tata :)

IT HAS BEEN AWHILE, AND WORST..

hey, i know it has been awhile since my last post. sorry. im too busy with my works. i'm no longer in 7 ELEVEN. i'm now currently working at NANDO'S. quite happening and quite busy. haha. i don't have a permanent time table, so it's hard to really find my free time. sorry readers :(

currently, i always had a fight with him. baby, if you ever read this, i want you to know that i don't want to be that way. i really love you. when we were about to be okay, there must be some issue that one of us gonna brought it up. damn! i hate it. why we always have to fight? i don't want us to be like that. i love you b!

just about a few hours ago, i've got a news from my friend that he got a job at Damansara. as a NIGHT GUARD! damn it! i'm totally mad about it! he never tell me a thing! he only said, "B dpt kerja kat Damansara". only that! urgh. what he thought i am? have no feelings? he went to his cousin house for almost a week, i damn miss him. then suddenly, he got a job at Damansara? what a fucking shit! i never thought that he gonna do this to me :(

it's a long story actually. i don't wanna to talk about it. i'm crying while i typing this post. i'm so upset with him. i trust him with all my heart and what i get for return? just pain. i want you to be always with me. i need you freaking much. i miss you too! AZWAN BIN ABD AZIZ, please come back! i just wanna be with you! :'(