IT HAS BEEN AWHILE, AND WORST..

hey, i know it has been awhile since my last post. sorry. im too busy with my works. i'm no longer in 7 ELEVEN. i'm now currently working at NANDO'S. quite happening and quite busy. haha. i don't have a permanent time table, so it's hard to really find my free time. sorry readers :(

currently, i always had a fight with him. baby, if you ever read this, i want you to know that i don't want to be that way. i really love you. when we were about to be okay, there must be some issue that one of us gonna brought it up. damn! i hate it. why we always have to fight? i don't want us to be like that. i love you b!

just about a few hours ago, i've got a news from my friend that he got a job at Damansara. as a NIGHT GUARD! damn it! i'm totally mad about it! he never tell me a thing! he only said, "B dpt kerja kat Damansara". only that! urgh. what he thought i am? have no feelings? he went to his cousin house for almost a week, i damn miss him. then suddenly, he got a job at Damansara? what a fucking shit! i never thought that he gonna do this to me :(

it's a long story actually. i don't wanna to talk about it. i'm crying while i typing this post. i'm so upset with him. i trust him with all my heart and what i get for return? just pain. i want you to be always with me. i need you freaking much. i miss you too! AZWAN BIN ABD AZIZ, please come back! i just wanna be with you! :'(